I have finally realized what I aspire to be. I have finally realized I will never be what I aspire to be.
Winter Break is just around the corner, the streets are lit with lights and snow. Children await the Christmas father, as frigid wind outside does blow. Take a moment of this festive time, as you sit by the fire, warmth on your skin. Think about the happiness of the past year, and spend the rest of it with your kin.
I don't even know anymore. I can't even write about drowning or death or blood or disaster anymore. I'm gone.