How long has it been since you thought you knew me.
How long has it been since I handed my life over to you.
How did I come to be someone who holds lives in my hands.
How my life of irrelevancy has been thrown into sharp relief under the glare.
How did you manage to create a family from strangers.
How hard did you have to work to feel worthy of my hard work.
How did you find me and decide I would be the one you pledged loyalty to.